考えこと
i have worked my way up, somehowThe dream has ended
I have pinpointed the reason for my recent inability to feel happy. I have progressed to the last phase of my exchange life. Short term goals all checked and done, long term goals = what? This i have to admit, I am clueless about. Hence the recent feeling that everything is meaningless, legal research is meaningless, parties are meaningless, japanese lessons are meaningless, getting sick adds to the conundrum.
So, what lies ahead for Agent Jared, now that he no longer wants to see (more of Japan) or meet new people? Its a rush against time to think. THINK! look forward! for the life of you, what do you want to do with your life? Argh.
I read this the other day and I immediately decided to post this up:
「全てが変わること世の中で永久不変なものはない」
and at the same time, i decided that there will be some part of me that I will refuse to change, like my tenacity. Onward, onward, onward!
posted by Flowing Water at 6:10 PM
6 Comments:
Time for you to come home bro.
Yea bro, i think its time too.
dont be sad. you can always go back another time.
Yeah and it's time for the whole new bowling game. Life will move faster when u get back here...there are things that u will loof forawrd to which can be worked on.
Miyashi
*hugs*
This is something we all have to go through.
Nobody promised growing up was going to be easy.
I want to see you soon.
Amiya-chan: Yep, but it wont be the same, ever
Miyashi-kun: I know. Maybe its because I'm so used to taking everything easy here, that coming back and doing what I have to do (very soon) worries me
and yea Trish I missed u to bits :(
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